I think I get what that Kanye song means
If I put my hand on a stove will I bleed
If I cut again can I even go deep
Picking away at the body beneath
Grounding by naming five things I can see
Five things I can hear
Five things I can touch
Can tasting the back of my tongue be enough
Yeah with my luck, you’ll tell me

I’m so beautiful, so beautiful
You’ve got front row seats to the dream
To scream my name back at me, pretend
I’m in control, I’m in control
All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath

Sometimes I think I’m on top of the world but I’m missing their words when they’re talking to me,
Fucked up the details everything they told me I thought that their birthday was the seventeenth
And I don’t know why I just act like I have so much energy, when I don’t even get sleep
My words just compress out my mouth now it’s hurting to breathe,
It’s hard to accept you’re relying on me

I’m burning this bridge it’s not holding up
My patience ran thin yeah I called your bluff
I bottled my feelings the day that you left
Yeah I tried to be cool, I’m not cold enough
It would be funny if I ran into you on a corner, street, or party
If I’m just telling you the truth,
My heart already broke before it started

I’m so beautiful, so beautiful
You’ve got front row seats to the dream
To scream my name back at me, pretend
I’m in control, I’m in control
All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath