i’m just a regular girl
just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli
i’m ur manic pixie dream
or at least i really wish people said that to me
i know my makeup looks bad
it’s intentional
i don’t need all these tutorials
people treat me like i’m 10 years old
just cause i started hormones in high school
if i looked just like hunter or laura
maybe lesbians would find me more adorable
at least my mindset’s less horrible
since i bought clear frames and moved up to oregon
my last episode was in may
i recorded a whole album in like three days
but when i listen to it now i don’t hear me
cause i wrote all the songs when i was 18
i used to really deeply hate me
now i only kind of hate me
i’ve been doing a lot better lately
and i’m not afraid of being crazy
i’m just a regular girl
just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli
i’m ur manic pixie dream
or at least i really wish people said that to me
can’t change who i am, don’t feel safe around cishets
even online you’re always grouping me with men
government wants to write me out of existence
but in a year or two or three we’ll all fucking be dead
you say voting fixes everything, i can’t help but laugh
we’re all hopeless, but the least we can do is act
if i live to the apocalypse i’m stealing a life raft
swim to DC, kill the US president (in minecraft)
i’m just a regular girl
just like anybody else
credits
from collection ii,
track released November 18, 2020